Tag Archives: Bipolar

Beginnings

It’s like reincarnation; living one life after another, each one vastly different from the last. Every life goes through changes.  Through normal maturation, needs, desires, circumstances, environments, disasters, and successes carry one from one place to another.  And during this … Continue reading

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In the beginning

So, I had a rather disturbing event this past weekend.  It really wasn’t a big deal, or it shouldn’t have been anyway, but it significantly affected my whole weekend. My Girlfriend had a yard sale on Saturday.  Initially her daughter … Continue reading

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Rabit holes and chemicals

And here we go again. I’m beginning to think that I’m headed into another downward spiral.  Of course that’s a nice way of saying, I’m getting depressed.  Again.  It’s odd, really.  Winter is my bad season, almost guaranteed to bring … Continue reading

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Don’t I wish!

OMG… It’s only Tuesday!  Through both November and December I only worked two full weeks in any given week.  Between holidays and using up the last of my vacation, I was able to work four or less days just about … Continue reading

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If you want my advice…..

“Making good decisions comes from experience.  And experience comes from bad decisions”. No, that’s not an original saying.  It is a valid one though I think.  Nobody is born having all the knowledge and insight to be able to go … Continue reading

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Being content being content.

I’m finding it very difficult to write these days.  It’s not that I have run out of things to say…far from it.  The problem has been finding the right words and having the motivation to work through it.  At the … Continue reading

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Chickens and eggs

I had a terrible childhood.  I felt like I was always alone; no friends, ignored by family, and always left by myself.  I wore my house key on a chain around my neck so I could let myself into the … Continue reading

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So, it’s like this….

I am Bipolar. By illness is unique to me, just like every other person who is afflicted with this disease.  But there are features and characteristics that are shared that cross the uniqueness.  That’s why there can be a DMS … Continue reading

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Missed Opportunities

I don’t really have any regrets up until now. No regrets, but I do hate that there have been so many missed opportunities. I’ve had so many chances to do many great things, yet here I am in my mid … Continue reading

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A first time for everything

I loved my first therapist.   And I hated her with a passion. She was actually a really awesome therapist. Her skill is one of the reasons I hated her so much. She would quickly drill down to the core, and … Continue reading

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