Tag Archives: Bipolar
Don’t Panic!
It was scary as hell. It started with mild chest pains. Frankly, that was nothing new. Over the years when I’ve been in an extremely stressful situation my chest might hurt. I always put it down to muscle tightness as … Continue reading
Beginnings
It’s like reincarnation; living one life after another, each one vastly different from the last. Every life goes through changes. Through normal maturation, needs, desires, circumstances, environments, disasters, and successes carry one from one place to another. And during this … Continue reading
In the beginning
So, I had a rather disturbing event this past weekend. It really wasn’t a big deal, or it shouldn’t have been anyway, but it significantly affected my whole weekend. My Girlfriend had a yard sale on Saturday. Initially her daughter … Continue reading
Rabit holes and chemicals
And here we go again. I’m beginning to think that I’m headed into another downward spiral. Of course that’s a nice way of saying, I’m getting depressed. Again. It’s odd, really. Winter is my bad season, almost guaranteed to bring … Continue reading
Don’t I wish!
OMG… It’s only Tuesday! Through both November and December I only worked two full weeks in any given week. Between holidays and using up the last of my vacation, I was able to work four or less days just about … Continue reading
If you want my advice…..
“Making good decisions comes from experience. And experience comes from bad decisions”. No, that’s not an original saying. It is a valid one though I think. Nobody is born having all the knowledge and insight to be able to go … Continue reading
Being content being content.
I’m finding it very difficult to write these days. It’s not that I have run out of things to say…far from it. The problem has been finding the right words and having the motivation to work through it. At the … Continue reading
Chickens and eggs
I had a terrible childhood. I felt like I was always alone; no friends, ignored by family, and always left by myself. I wore my house key on a chain around my neck so I could let myself into the … Continue reading
So, it’s like this….
I am Bipolar. By illness is unique to me, just like every other person who is afflicted with this disease. But there are features and characteristics that are shared that cross the uniqueness. That’s why there can be a DMS … Continue reading
Missed Opportunities
I don’t really have any regrets up until now. No regrets, but I do hate that there have been so many missed opportunities. I’ve had so many chances to do many great things, yet here I am in my mid … Continue reading