Author Archives: bipolarbloger

It feels like death

It starts with a tightness in the chest.   Then it becomes just a little bit hard to catch your breath.  You feel like you’re just not getting enough air.  So you start to hyperventilate, trying to satisfy that catch in … Continue reading

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Don’t Panic!

It was scary as hell. It started with mild chest pains.   Frankly, that was nothing new.   Over the years when I’ve been in an extremely stressful situation my chest might hurt.  I always put it down to muscle tightness as … Continue reading

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Supporting someone who’s depressed. (Or not)

Living with a depression is hard at best.   Living with someone who is depressed can be difficult too.   When a friend or loved one is suffering, it’s normal to want to help, but not always easy to know what to … Continue reading

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Keep calm and carry on.

Well, I guess it was bound to happen.   Things have been going so well for so long now that I ran out of things to write about.  Well, obviously that’s changed.    The bad news is, I’m depressed as hell.   The … Continue reading

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There’s that word again…

How many times can you say it?  I’m doing great… really.   It’s like being Normal.   Isn’t it? Normal.   There it is again. I’ve asked this question before; just what is normal?  Normal is being just like everyone else, right?  … Continue reading

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Same Old Routine

Same ol’ same ol’ Day in and day out, it’s always the same.  I’m up at 5:00am, to work by 7:15, lunch at 12:30, leave at 4:00pm.   Then its home by 5:00pm, dinner at 7:30pm, in bed by 10:00pm and … Continue reading

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Well, hello there!

He’s Baaaaaaaaaaack! And oh, how I’ve missed it.  Writing every day was so much part of my routine, and it’s been way too long that I’ve been out of that groove.   I can make all kinds of excuses: work has … Continue reading

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Beginnings

It’s like reincarnation; living one life after another, each one vastly different from the last. Every life goes through changes.  Through normal maturation, needs, desires, circumstances, environments, disasters, and successes carry one from one place to another.  And during this … Continue reading

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The next step

I miss writing. It’s been over a month since I’ve written anything or posted any blogs.  I have used my writings over the years to both document my trials dealing with Bipolar Mood Disorder and as a part of my … Continue reading

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In the beginning

So, I had a rather disturbing event this past weekend.  It really wasn’t a big deal, or it shouldn’t have been anyway, but it significantly affected my whole weekend. My Girlfriend had a yard sale on Saturday.  Initially her daughter … Continue reading

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