Tag Archives: Manic depressive

It’s hell growing old.

I am not old. Then again, I’m not young either. My hair is gray, my beard is white, and my face is growing wrinkles and jowls. I can’t make it through the night without having to get up at least … Continue reading

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Functionally Crazy

I’m just a normal, average guy.  I go to work, I have a social life, I pay bills, and keep my yard and house up,  My coworkers might notice that some days I’m a little exuberant, and others I might … Continue reading

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There are always two sides.

Okay, I’ll confess.  I haven’t got a clue. So much of my writing lately has been on how well I’ve been doing, and the progress I’ve made over the past year.  And there’s no denying that my health has improved … Continue reading

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I am bipolar

I am Bipolar. In the various cycles I experience, I’ve done some pretty horrible things.  I’ve hurt a lot of people over the years and caused much damage to others.  There have been financial disasters, legal issues, job losses and … Continue reading

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It’s a matter of trust

I’m having a few trust issues. There are so many things that need trust.  I want people to believe in me and in my convictions to do the right things.  I need to believe in others.  I have a tendency … Continue reading

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Should I stay, or should I go. Again.

I think it’s time to revisit an old subject. As with any subject, I have my opinions.  I have my own perspectives.  Experiences I have had and my state of mind at any given moment shape the way I see … Continue reading

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It’s a matter of choice

I’m not bragging, but I’ve always considered myself an intelligent man.  I’ve been able to accomplish many things beyond my experience and education based purely on hard work and smarts.  I think I’m a reasonable person too.  For the most … Continue reading

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It all depends.

“I can be happy, I can be sad.  I can be good or I can be bad.  It all…. Depends… On you! (Written in by Ray Henderson, Buddy DeSylva and Lew Brown) I think that this song is accurate for … Continue reading

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I often wonder…

I’ve always been a kind of a ‘go with the flow’ kind of guy.  Even when I’m not manic, things just happen and I go along.  Of course, when I’m manic it goes over the top.  But if it feels … Continue reading

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Rainy days and Mondays….

It’s said that April showers bring May flowers… well the weather here today should bring plenty of flowers come May.  It’s a miserable rainy day.  And I’m in a miserable, ugly mood. I know it’s circumstantial.  Dark rainy days are … Continue reading

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