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The next step

I miss writing. It’s been over a month since I’ve written anything or posted any blogs.  I have used my writings over the years to both document my trials dealing with Bipolar Mood Disorder and as a part of my … Continue reading

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It’s Beginning Again

Well, here I am.  Back where I started.  That’s not to say I haven’t made some progress, but there are mistakes I can’t seem to stop making and behaviors I’ve been unable to control.  I really don’t think I ask … Continue reading

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Take Heart!

So I haven’t been writing the last couple of days.  It’s not for a lack of discipline or not having anything to say.  I’ve just been getting my ass kicked at work.  There’s just too much to do and not … Continue reading

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I’m past it.

I was thinking this morning about all the places I’ve been, all the people I’ve known and the relationships I’ve had.  As usual, as I was driving into work I was putting together in my head what to write about … Continue reading

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Making the most of it.

It’s the start of another week.  It is a little different this time though.  For starters, my weekend wasn’t horrible.  I spent Friday and Saturday night with an old girlfriend watching movies and just hanging out at home.  And Sunday … Continue reading

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What If?

As I’m struggling to pull myself out of this depression, I’ve been trying to focus on the positive ‘What Ifs” instead of dwelling on the negatives I’m living through now.  Maybe if I try to define what my life could … Continue reading

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Today is…

Today is a new day. I will focus on the positives.  No matter how bad things may seem, there are good things to be found if you can only look.  I may have lost my current position, but I do … Continue reading

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I have made my decision part II

I was feeling pretty good this morning.  I met with my Dr. about making some changes to my medications and he took me completely off the risperdal.  For the first time in months I woke up clear headed and ready … Continue reading

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Being Alone

The nature of being bipolar is that of feeling alone.  Very few people understand the illness or how it affects me.  Even those who also suffer with this disease have little idea of how it makes me feel or how … Continue reading

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